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It's evil
I hate it
I feel it
I know it's there
There's no denying it now
I can feel it trying to burst free
It wants to control me
It's so close
So close to owning me
I don't know what time it is anymore
All I know is I've been calling long as I can remember
And no one answers
No one picks up on the other end
No one can help
No one can make her leave
It's the very worst part of me
And yes it's been in me for so long it is a part of me
It's like a leg or an arm now
They say just forget it
They say it will go away
They don't understand
They don’t know my hate
They don’t know my pain
They don't know why I can't kill it
It's not something you just kill
You can't just forget about it
You can't just send it away
It's deeper
It's not a feeling
It's alive
It's another person
It’s not what I remember being
This isn't me I always say
But it is
It's so much a part of me now
she owns my arms and legs
I hate it
I feel it
I know it's there
There's no denying it now
I can feel it trying to burst free
It wants to control me
It's so close
So close to owning me
I don't know what time it is anymore
All I know is I've been calling long as I can remember
And no one answers
No one picks up on the other end
No one can help
No one can make her leave
It's the very worst part of me
And yes it's been in me for so long it is a part of me
It's like a leg or an arm now
They say just forget it
They say it will go away
They don't understand
They don’t know my hate
They don’t know my pain
They don't know why I can't kill it
It's not something you just kill
You can't just forget about it
You can't just send it away
It's deeper
It's not a feeling
It's alive
It's another person
It’s not what I remember being
This isn't me I always say
But it is
It's so much a part of me now
she owns my arms and legs
